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Trapped: The grittiest thriller you'll read this year (Kerry Casey #4)
by Anna SmithA gripping gangland thriller sees heroine crime boss Kerry Casey in jail - for fans of Kimberley Chambers, Martina Cole and Jessie KeaneKerry Casey is still reeling from the bombshell that her lover, undercover cop Vinny Burns, has gone missing in Spain. She's pregnant with his baby and will do anything to find him. One night, driving along a country road, Kerry and her Uncle Danny are ambushed by gunmen. In the confusion that follows, shots are fired and two men are murdered. Kerry and Danny can only look on as the bodies are dragged from their assailant's car and placed in their own.The police arrive in minutes. With cocaine, dead bodies and guns in the car, it looks like an open-and-shut case.Kerry's been framed. She is forced to wait out her fate inside a women's prison, still not knowing what has happened to Vinnie. On the outside the Casey gang are hunting down the men who did this to her and they will stop at nothing to find them.(P)2021 Quercus Editions Limited
Trapped: The grittiest thriller you'll read this year (Rosie Gilmour Ser. #8)
by Anna SmithA gripping gangland thriller sees heroine crime boss Kerry Casey in jail - for fans of Kimberley Chambers, Martina Cole and Jessie KeaneKerry Casey is still reeling from the bombshell that her lover, undercover cop Vinny Burns, has gone missing in Spain. She's pregnant with his baby and will do anything to find him. One night, driving along a country road, Kerry and her Uncle Danny are ambushed by gunmen. In the confusion that follows, shots are fired and two men are murdered. Kerry and Danny can only look on as the bodies are dragged from their assailant's car and placed in their own.The police arrive in minutes. With cocaine, dead bodies and guns in the car, it looks like an open-and-shut case.Kerry's been framed. She is forced to wait out her fate inside a women's prison, still not knowing what has happened to Vinnie. On the outside the Casey gang are hunting down the men who did this to her and they will stop at nothing to find them.
Trapping Judas: A Profile Three Thriller
by Dave FieldIn the sequel to PROFILE THREE, find out what Susan Carter and newly-trained agent Jack Pymble get tangled up in when they take on their next assignment.The world of heroin trafficking seethes with money and sadism. Penetrating that scene with the intent of breaking open just a small part of it is a difficult, frightening, dangerous job. It's also astonishingly complicated. Discover just how complicated it can be as an operation across the Top End of Northern Australia slowly develops. Don't miss the first incredible book: PROFILE THREE [A PROFILE THREE THRILLER]
Trapping a Terrorist (Behavioral Analysis Unit #4)
by Caridad PiñeiroAn FBI agent puts everything on the line…To keep a deadly threat at bay When FBI agent Miguel Peters and his father land squarely in the crosshairs of a bomber terrorizing Seattle, the last thing Miguel wants is to also entangle a lovely stranger in a terrorist&’s web. Yet while Maisy Oliver might look innocent, her father&’s one of the most notorious men in Washington State. Miguel knows Maisy will do anything to help him and his team catch a killer. But does that include confronting a past she's worked far too long to forget?From Harlequin Intrigue: Seek thrills. Solve crimes. Justice served. Discover more action-packed stories in the Behavioral Analysis Unit series. All books are stand-alone with uplifting endings but were published in the following order: Book 1: Profiling a Killer by Nichole SevernBook 2: Decoding a Criminal by Barb HanBook 3: Tracing a Kidnapper by Juno RushdanBook 4: Trapping a Terrorist by Caridad Piñeiro
Traps Need Fresh Bait (Cool & Lam)
by Erle Stanley GardnerBertha Cool was purring like a kitten. A client had just hired the agency to investigate a suspected insurance swindle and, in Bertha's glittering eyes, that was just the sort of respectable case they needed. Donald Lam had his doubts but he began looking around for suitable bait to set the trap. What he didn't know was that the trap was already baIted - and more than ready to spring.
Traps: A Novel of the F.B.I.
by Paul LindsayA novel of the strengths and weaknesses of the F.B.I. This book is set in Chicago.
Traque à New York (Ty et Zane #1)
by Madeleine Urban Abigail Roux Jade BaiserTy et Zane, tome 1Une série de meurtres à New York met en échec la police et le FBI qui soupçonnent que le coupable est un tueur qui envoie des messages indéchiffrables. Mais lorsque deux agents fédéraux affectés à cette enquête sont assassinés, le FBI accorde un intérêt plus personnel à l'affaire. On retire l'Agent Spécial Ty Grady de sa mission d'infiltration après l'échec de celle-ci. Il est arrogant, abrasif, mais aussi indiscutablement le meilleur dans sa branche. Mais quand on l'associe à l'Agent Spécial Zane Garrett, c'est la haine au premier coup d'œil. Garrett est la parfaite image d'un agent : sérieux, sobre et concentré, ce qui fait de leur partenariat un cliché parfait ; totalement opposés, le bon et le mauvais flic, le couple improbable. Ils se rendent compte d'emblée que leur partenariat leur causera plus de problèmes que le manque de preuves laissées par le meurtrier. Pratiquement avant que leur affectation ne commence, le meurtrier frappe à nouveau - s'en prenant cette fois à eux. Maintenant en cavale, essayant d'attraper un homme qui fera tout pour tuer ses poursuivants, Grady et Garrett devront apprendre à travailler ensemble avant qu'ils ne deviennent deux encoches de plus sur le couteau du meurtrier.
Traque à l’aéroport: Le Jeu de Jack
by Blair LondonBlair London a donné une nouvelle tournure aux graves problèmes auxquels la société américaine est confrontée dans ses livres. J’espère qu’elle continuera à travailler dans ses prochains livres. Ces livres sont de grandes œuvres de fiction mais abordent des questions qui dominent l’actualité quotidiennement. Excellent travail Blair! » - Megan Kelly (Fox News) « Blair London est une nouvelle auteure avec un zeste pour la narration qui aborde des problèmes de la vie réelle dans ses romans. Ces livres sont de belles histoires ainsi que des problèmes auxquels la société est confrontée et je recommande vivement ses livres et j’attends avec impatience son prochain livre. » - Patricia Heaton (The Middle, Everybody Loves Raymond)
Traquenards
by Alan Brenham Aurélien BaronIl est hanté par le souvenir d'une affaire d'enlèvement qui a mal tourné... Voulant éviter que l'histoire ne se répète, l'inspecteur Matt Brady se démène pour résoudre les disparitions de sept jeunes femmes, mais se retrouve rapidement confronté à une organisation criminelle bien au courant des procédures policières, et qui met tout en œuvre pour garder une longueur d'avance sur lui. Ses ennuis prennent une tournure plus compliquée quand une jeune vétérinaire se lance elle aussi dans l'enquête et prend des risques qui pourraient faire d'elle la huitième victime. Et quand il essaie de la protéger, il se retrouve dans la ligne de mire d'un tueur professionnel d'agents de police. Brady pourra-t-il résoudre l'affaire à temps, ou bien cette enquête lui sera-t-elle fatale à lui et sa nouvelle flamme ?
Tras el vuelo de las golondrinas
by Carmen OmañaÉl representaba la masculinidad en carne y hueso, extranjero como ella y con unos labios de Adonis que despertaba recuerdos de estatuas mitológicas. Ella estaba acostumbrada a la protección desmesurada de sus padres, a la excelencia académica y, sobre todo, a la soledad. Seductor, amante y ante todo profesional nunca imaginó que el caso de Gisela Navarrete, una popular chica punk asesinada de la forma más atroz, lo lanzase al borde de un abismo en donde debería rescatar a Marta Fuentes, una mujer introvertida inteligente y con la inocencia de una joven del siglo diecinueve. Definitivamente, no era su tipo, pero al borde del precipicio deberá decidir si saltar con ella o vivir al filo del abismo mientras descubre el culpable del asesinato de Gisela. Mientras, Marta cruza el límite. Su vida colapsa al ceder a sus caricias. Los ojos del arrogante policía la intimidan. Además, se niega a creer que en medio de la tensión vivida por el caso de su fallecida amiga, un hombre como él pueda despertar esa impertinente fogosidad que recorre su cuerpo. Su mundo cambia. Su vida es un desastre. Y su enfado deberá pagarlo con alguien.
Tras las puertas cerradas
by Gloria Cifuentes Dowling Brian L. PorterEn el nebuloso Londres victoriano, un despiadado asesino serial anda suelto. Mientras sus habitantes se horrorizan con la ola de crímenes perpetrados por Jack, el destripador, otra bestia menos conocida se pasea libremente por sus calles. La prensa oculta en sus páginas interiores apenas un puñado de artículos que narran los extraños crímenes ocurridos a bordo de los carros del ferrocarril metropolitano de la ciudad. Cada asesinato se produce exactamente un día después de los crímenes perpetrados por El Destripador, como si su autor quisiera sacar ventaja de la falta de recursos policiales para enfrentar dos grandes investigaciones simultáneamente. El inspector Albert Norris está a cargo de llevar al asesino del ferrocarril ante la justicia, pero las pistas son pocas y los motivos que mueven al homicida no del todo claros. Norris se ve forzado a realizar su investigación en silencio y sin generar pánico, pues las autoridades intentan que la población londinense no pierda la confianza en la seguridad del sistema ferroviario local. La prensa sabe todavía menos del caso y Norris cuenta con escasa ayuda de sus superiores para resolver la inexplicable seguidilla de asesinatos. “Tras las puertas cerradas” de Brian L. Porter es una apasionante novela policial victoriana que transcurre en aquellos terribles y oscuros días del Otoño del Terror.
Tras los muros de Cimmeria: Endgame (Night School #Volumen 1)
by C.J. DaughertyCuando todos mienten, ¿en quién puedes confiar?Un mundo de misterio, un mundo de secretos, un mundo de peligros. El mundo de Allie se viene abajo: odia su ciudad, su hermano se ha escapado de casa y ella ha sido arrestada. Otra vez. Sus padres deciden mandarla a una escuela para chicos problemáticos. Pero Cimmeria no es una escuela normal: no permiten ordenadores ni teléfonos móviles y los alumnos son, o superdotados, o ricos. Pero, además, Cimmeria esconde un secreto, un secreto que solo comparten algunos profesores y los alumnos de las misteriosas clases nocturnas de la Night School. A pesar de todo, Allie parece feliz. Ha hecho nuevos amigos y uno de los chicos más atractivos de la escuela le dedica toda su atención. Y, claro, también está su relación con Carter, ese chico solitario con el que siente una inmediata conexión. Todo parece ir bien hasta el momento en que Cimmeria se convierte en un lugar terriblemente peligroso donde nadie parece a salvo.Allie tendrá que elegir en quién confiar mientras descubre los secretos de la escuela. Comentarios:«Lo que más me ha gustado de este libro es lo impredecible que es... Hasta la última parte no se aclaraba del todo el misterio e incluso entonces no estaba segura de si lo que estaba ocurriendo era real. Night School ha sido eso justo algo así, que te mantiene todos tus sentidos en alerta pero no sabes hasta el final qué es lo que está pasando. ¡Night School es un emocionante comienzo de una saga que estoy ansiosa por descubrir!»ELEUSINIAN MYSTERIES «Night School es adictivo. Muy adictivo. Me lo he leído muy rápido y al terminarlo me quedé con ganas de más. 451 páginas no han sido suficientes para mí. Por encima de todo, Night School ha sido para mí una lectura apasionante y cautivadora, con grandes personajes y una historia que te mantiene enganchado durante horas. ¡Muy recomendable!»PLANET PRINT «En la Academia Cimmeria hay misterio, asesinatos, algo de mutilación ¡y chicos, chicos, chicos! Y por supuesto una chica malvada... Nada es lo que parece... Night School comienza un poco lento pero pronto despega y no puedes parar de leer con las ganas de saber qué les pasará a los protagonistas de la Academia Cimmeria. Estoy desesperada por poder leer el segundo libro porque el final está lleno de misterio. Creo que la fiesta solo acaba de empezar...»NOVELS ON THE RUN Los blogs han dicho:«Podemos definir Night School como una novela increíble. Entre sus páginas se esconden amor, celos, mentiras, venganza, amistad y misterio. ¿Qué más pedir? Sin duda Night School es una gran apuesta, con una gran historia, que no puedes dejar pasar.»Página tras página «Sin prisa pero sin pausa, Daugherty hace su debut en la novela juvenil con una serie que promete cosas interesantes. A buen ritmo, la autora nos adentra en los muros de Cimmeria, sus normas y sus clases durante buena parte de la historia. Tampoco escatima en detalles con sus personajes. Los alumnos de Cimmeria no caen en tópicos pues cuando menos lo esperes darán un giro inesperado y dejarán a la protagonista dudando hasta de su sombra. Novios y ex-novios, amigas, envidias, cotilleos, ruidos en el tejado y mucha sangre derramada, ¿a quién confiará su vida?»Midnight Eclipse «Recomendada para todos aquellos que quieran leer una novela de suspense y verdades a medias.»La pluma del ángel caído
Trash
by Andy MulliganIn an unnamed Third World country, in the not-so-distant future, three dumpsite boys make a living picking through the mountains of garbage on the outskirts of a large city. One unlucky-lucky day, Raphael finds something very special and very mysterious. So mysterious that he decides to keep it, even when the city police offer a handsome reward for its return. That decision brings with it terrifying consequences, and soon the dumpsite boys must use all of their cunning and courage to stay ahead of their pursuers. It's up to Raphael, Gardo, and Rat--boys who have no education, no parents, no homes, and no money--to solve the mystery and right a terrible wrong. Andy Mulligan has written a powerful story about unthinkable poverty--and the kind of hope and determination that can transcend it. With twists and turns, unrelenting action, and deep, raw emotion, Trash is a heart-pounding, breath-holding novel.
Trash Course
by Penny DrakeTerry Faye loves travelling the world while working as a private investigator. But this latest case is a doozy-and it's right here in Ann Arbor. Two elderly recluses, Howard and Lawrence Peale, have stopped communicating with the outside world, and Terry and her boss have been put on the case. The catch: the Peales are hoarders. A clean sweep isn't going to be easy, even with cute photographer Zack Archer lending a hand. The more digging Terry does in the Peale mansion, the more dirt she uncovers. And after she discovers two dead bodies, it's going to take a lot more than just elbow grease and a nice guy sidekick to find out what's happened. . .
Trash or Treasure? (The Nancy Drew Notebooks #34)
by Carolyn KeeneSometimes one person's trash is another person's treasureThe sign says No Early Birds, but everyone's already lining up for the neighborhood garage sale. Nancy and her friends are helping out. Each has already spotted something she wants, and they're all happy except Bess. She loves a beautiful ballerina painting, but it's too expensive -- and at least three other people are interested in it.Bess can't afford the ballerina unless she sells some of her old CDs -- fast! The girls are trying to help her when the painting suddenly disappears. Who took it? Was it a real treasure worth a fortune? Nancy has already lined up some big-name suspects. If she doesn't solve this one, her detective career will be trashed!
Trashed
by Alison GaylinGetting trashed can make or break you. Scandal-sheet cub reporter Simone Glass has posed as a cater-waiter at a gala benefit, eavesdropped from a Dumpster, and sneaked onto the set of the hottest new TV series.<P><P> But how many lies and betrayals can Simone live with especially if they lead to murder? When a soap opera star commits suicide and a stripper with sordid celebrity connections is found dead, Simone's most reliable sources begin acting paranoid. There's a remorseless killer ripping Tinseltown apart. Can Simone expose the murderer or will she become just the latest casualty of Hollywood's brutal deceptions?
Trashed!
by Martha FreemanFrom Edgar Award–nominated author Martha Freeman comes a compelling middle grade mystery following a young boy working at his family&’s secondhand store that is a steal-your-heart story about family and friendship.Arthur Popper helps out in his family&’s Boulder, Colorado, junk store, Universal Trash, a place so full of cool stuff it inspires awe in first-time shoppers. When it comes to ukuleles, peppermills, and rhinestones, Arthur knows what&’s what. But unlike his motorcycle-riding grandma and his namesake, King Arthur, he&’s not brave or adventurous. Then Arthur finds a chipped teacup, of all things, and realizes it&’s the key to solving the perfect crime—a crime only he knows about. With help from a supernatural sidekick, his best friend, his annoying little sister, and a sad-faced police officer, Arthur embarks on the hard work of detecting. Everyone knows Arthur is good at customer service. Does he have what it takes to solve a mystery and confront a thief?
Tratamiento letal (Bestseller/debolsillo Ser. #Vol. 183)
by Robin CookUna sobrecogedora historia de intriga sobre la delgada línea que separa la ética médica de la ambición sin escrúpulos. Los doctores David y Angela Wilson creen haber alcanzado el sueño de su vida: trabajan en un moderno complejo hospitalario y viven en una apacible comunidad de Vermont, muy lejos de la vida estresante de las grandes metrópolis. Sin embargo, ese ambiente en apariencia idílico, oculta una terrible pesadilla que se cierne repentinamente sobre los Wilson: en el hospital empiezan a descubrirse casos de acoso sexual, violaciones y, lo más inquietante, una serie de pacientes mueren periódicamente de manera misteriosa, presentando síntomas idénticos e inexplicables.
Trauma
by Michael Palmer Daniel PalmerDr. Carrie Bryant's four years as a neurosurgical resident at White Memorial Hospital have earned her the respect and admiration from peers and staff alike. When given the chance of performing her first unsupervised brain surgery, Carrie jumps at the opportunity. What should have been a routine, hours long operation, turns horribly wrong and jeopardizes her patient's life. Emotionally and physically drained, Carrie is rushed back to the OR to assist in a second surgery. There, she makes a careless and tragic mental error resulting in irreparable brain damage to her second patient. With her confidence shattered, Carrie quits her residency and moves back home where her younger brother, Adam, a combat vet suffering from debilitating PTSD, also lives. When Carrie learns about an experimental program at the VA Medical Center exploring the use of Deep Brain Stimulation (DBS) that could forever cure the emotional and memory trauma of PTSD, it seems like a way back into medicine. Carrie is apprehensive, but a chance meeting with David Hoffman, a reporter for the Lowell Observer writing a story on PTSD, helps her overcome any hesitation. Her first surgery appears to be a success until her patient mysteriously vanishes. When a second patient also goes missing, Carrie employees the investigative skills of David, and together they descend into a labyrinth of murder and corruption. And the price Carrie might pay for asking the wrong questions could be her life.
Trauma
by Patrick McgrathHailed by the San Francisco Chronicle as "an uncommon storyteller [with a] trademark ability to probe the layers of the human psyche," Patrick McGrath has written his most addictive and enthralling novel yet.Charlie Weir's family is comprehensively dysfunctional -- abandoned by his father, his mother ravaged by that betrayal, and his brother, Walt, a successful artist, less Charlie's ally than his rival. So it's hardly surprising that he should find a vocation in psychiatry in New York City, counseling traumatized war veterans returning home from Vietnam. Agnes Magill, the sister of one damaged soldier, soon becomes Charlie's wife. But the suicide of her brother, Danny, ends the marriage, leaving Charlie to endure a corrosive loneliness even as Manhattan grows steadily more dirty and dangerous around him.Then, in the haunting aftermath of Charlie's mother's death, Agnes returns to offer him the solace that he has never been able to provide for her. Almost simultaneously, he is presented with a quite different anodyne -- a volatile woman whose irresistible beauty, tinged though it is with an air of grievous suffering, jeopardizes everything he has hoped might restore his dwindling faith in his calling, his future and himself.As Charlie's hold on sanity weakens, and events conspire to send him reeling headlong toward the abyss, the themes of family, passion and madness - by now synonymous with Patrick McGrath's writing -- rightly assume "the inevitability of myth," as Tobias Wolff has written of his work, in "fiction of a depth and power we hardly hope to encounter anymore." A genuine psychological thriller, Trauma is an experience at once unnerving, unsettling and utterly riveting.From the Hardcover edition.
Trauma Plan (Grace Medical Ser. #1)
by Candace CalvertSidelined by injuries from a vicious assault, chaplain Riley Hale is eager to return to her former duties as an ER nurse. But how can she show she's competent when the hospital won't let her attempt even simple tasks? Determined to prove herself, Riley volunteers at a controversial urban free clinic despite her fears about the maverick doctor in charge. Dr. Jack Travis defends his clinic like he's commander of the Alamo. He'll fight the community's efforts to shut its doors, even if he must use Riley Hale's influential family name to make it happen. As Riley strives to regain her skills. Jack finds that she shares his compassion--and stirs his lonely heart. Riley senses that beneath Jack's rough exterior is a man she can believe in. But when clinic protests escalate and questions surface about his past, Jack goes into battle mode, and Riley wonders if it's dangerous to trust him with her heart. Heart-stopping and... heart melting. A great read and one for your keeper shelf."--LYNETTE EASON, award-winning, bestselling author of the Women of Justice series--
Trauma: A Gripping Psychological Mystery Thriller
by Dylan YoungAn amnesiac must learn the truth behind his girlfriend&’s death, but he might not like it, in this psychological thriller by the author of The Silent Girls.Who do you trust, when you don&’t know who you are? Cameron Todd is recovering from a serious brain injury. A trauma suffered the same night his girlfriend Emma plunged to her death from a clifftop. The damage erases all memory of the incident and his life leading up to that moment. Both the police and Emma&’s relatives are hunting for someone to blame and question whether his amnesia is a convenient fabrication. Desperate to understand what happened that fateful day, self-doubt creeps in when Cameron learns his relationship with Emma might not have been picture-perfect. Is he a victim, or the perpetrator? Can he trust his injured brain&’s version of events? Or will unearthing the truth reveal something far more sinister? . . .The perfect read for fans of authors like D.S. Butler and Carol Wyer.
Trauma: A Novel
by Michael Palmer Daniel PalmerA disgraced surgeon gets caught in a puzzling conspiracy in this thriller by the New York Times–bestselling author and his acclaimed suspense novelist son.“Start reading and you won’t stop. A chilling medical thriller.” —Tess GerritsenDr. Carrie Bryant is a much-admired neurosurgical resident at an esteemed Boston hospital. When the relentless pace of her residency leads to a life-shattering error, Carrie loses her confidence—and decides to quit her residency and move back home. Her new life’s purpose: To help her combat-vet brother, Adam, recover from a crippling case of post-traumatic stress disorder.The experimental program at the VA Medical Center promises the possibility of curing the ravages of PTSD forever. It seems like Adam’s best option, but Carrie has her doubts when one of her patients goes missing . . . and then another. Carrie joins local investigative reporter David Hoffman in the hunt for answers. The hospital, however, is determined to keep its secrets at all costs. As Carrie and David descend into a labyrinth of murder and corruption, the price Carrie could pay for asking the wrong questions is her own life . . .“A unique novel that shows the strength of both authors’ work.” —Mystery Scene
Trauma: Angels Of Mercy Book 3 (Angels of Mercy Medical Suspense #3)
by CJ LyonsThird in the series that features “tense, whip-smart medical scenes . . . a gripping view of doctors at work” from the New York Times-bestselling author (Tess Gerritsen).Keeping secrets can be murder . . . Angels of Mercy ER charge nurse Nora Halloran has been living with a painful secret for three long years. But when a coworker is brutally assaulted and killed, she knows she can no longer remain silent.Determined to unmask the murderer, Nora teams up with her friends— Lydia, an ER attending with a secret of her own; Gina, the once-cocky resident now struggling to strike a balance between her family and her job; and Amanda, a med student caught between her career and her conscience. As the victim count grows, Nora must face her deepest fears and reveal all her secrets to save the man she loves in order to stop a monster . . . before he returns to silence her forever.(Previously published as Urgent Care)Praise for the Angels of Mercy series“A powerful and dramatic look into the frenzied world of emergency medicine . . . Lyons’ characters are dynamic and genuine.” —Suspense Magazine “A cast of four strong women . . . Un-put-downable pacing with interwoven plot lines. Dr. Lyons writes like a movie filmed without any cuts . . . Pick this book up if: you loved the TV show ER.” —ScienceThrillers.com“Lyons delivers a breathtakingly fast-paced medical thriller.” —Publishers Weekly
Traumaland
by Josh SilverThe deliciously dark new thriller from award-winning YA author Josh Silver, perfect for fans of Black Mirror and Holly Jackson.'A visceral and gripping thriller ... you have no choice but to follow Eli into Traumaland.' Lex Croucher, author of Gwen & Art Are Not in LoveWelcome to your worst nightmare. Seventeen-year-old Eli has been in a near-fatal car crash. As the anniversary looms, his therapist and family struggle to help him deal with the fall out. The accident has left him emotionally numb, with no memory of the months following the crash. Desperate to feel something again, Eli winds up at an underground club called Traumaland. But this is no ordinary nightclub. Here he joins crowds of other emotionally numb people, all seeking to experience a new thrill by entering virtual reality simulations of nightmarish scenarios through the points of view of various characters. When he enters the story of a boy called Jack, he discovers a darker truth to the club. A truth that sets Eli on a dangerous journey to find the source of his own trauma.